Renergised after holiday

Though we have been together for the last 2 years in a long term relationship with Altun, there hadn't been any single time we could spend more than 3 days until the last week.

We took our annual leaves, lies had been told to my parents and we went to Istanbul, then to Ege beaches and islands. It was sth new for us because it was the first beach holiday ever ( we took a vacation to Eastern Turkey before to see my friends) and we spent 10 constant day together for the first time. Slept together, woke up together, ate together, shopped together, swimmed together, drove for long hours together... for 10 days. What I was wondering was if we would end up fighting... But we didn't except minor resents... I realised that I was not that worrying girl all the time. I was actually having fun without ever planning anything or the next step. And I already knew that my boyfriend was full of life energy but I hadn't realized that he could keep that energy constantly 7/24, and I was one lucky girl :) During one of the dinners I told him:

- I wouldn't have worried that much in my past if I had ever known that I would meet you and be so much happy.


What happened during that holiday is that:

* I developed my swimming skills. I can float on the sea. I can swim a little bit.
* I made up with one of my best friends that we were crossed before and met one of Altun's close friends' mom. It was very very nice.
* I felt content and happy all the time. All the worries I had about my life, and job passed away. They seemed away.
* Yesterday it was my work's 1st anniversary. I was constantly worrying if they wouldn't renew the contract. But there are no bad news :)
* By the way, before holiday I received high teacher evaluation from departmental foreign language students. So, I felt better and didn't go to the shrink.
* A very unnecessary expectation of promotion occured for my job.  But when I think of it, it doesn't seem much possible. Let's see what happens and I will write about it.
* I really want to keep having fun when I go back to work. I dont want to make my life a hell when I have a job, health, and a loving beatiful surrounding. I JUST NEED TO STOP THINKING TOO HARD AND HAVE SOME FUN.

Bringing the cool back

* On the way to be that laughing, genuinely smiling, friendly girl. Catching and chatting up with office mates and collegues in the balcony while we do not have lessons anymore during summer.

* I guess I'm taking two holidays in consecutive upcoming months. Wait for details :)

* Bought some diet products and a dress. Want to look better :)

* Addicted to a brain game in app store.

* A well balanced energy. Positive one.